Analysis

because right now for some reason i am extremely happy with myself
with my life and everything in it
its this feeling that i know i should be more realistic with
but i cant control it
its like the imagination is controlling every bit of me
and everything i see is only something i want
my eyes aren't lying
my heart just feels warm
like this is whats supposed to happen
but im not sure exactly what what is
it just happened and i let it in with open arms
i feel i made things right
but what exactly did i do
and i put myself through confusion
with a sweet poisonous smile
that everyone will fall for
even after I'm gone
yet i have this nerve that i should be suffering
i should be trying to keep the road straight
like when i went for a drive today
i felt like i was floating
it wasn't real
i never started the car
and i was arriving at a happy place
i sound psychotic in most cases
but ol golly me i feel so great no matter what pain im in
i dont know how to explain it
i just know it cant be love
for once this is not me in love or in like.