Just going through some changes

"in my eyes
you don't see
and i don't breathe the way i used to.
yeah my lips, woah
you dont see
and i won't be the way i was on that night"

my minds been focusing on more than you think
the words are scrambling more than ever
im moving forward with four steps back
im left in a maze without an answer
he reappears
she begins to leave
emotions arent changing to the extreme
im growing up
im letting go
im packing bags
and starting fresh somewhere else
with someone new
its for my best
its whats deserved
let me be
leave me free
this year will eat you whole if you let it
i wont let it
i wont let it
this time left will disappear
im ready for the changes
for the new
and the old
im ready to take a stand
stomp my feet in muddy waters
as long as i continue
that is
if you let me
this year will eat me whole
i wont let it
itll rip me apart
itll show me my faults
my weakness with you around
i wont let it
i wont let it.