HAPPY 23rd

Dr. Phil bores me
i feel my eyes slowly drooping from the sockets and rolling to the floor
at least that sounds a touch more exciting to see rather than a bald man stating the obvious and making people cry
"oh hes so deep"
not as deep as the hole of his grave.

todays aaron's birthday. :D
hes 23 today which is cool i guess
just 6 years apart....GOSHERS!!!

anyway heres something he wrote and sent to me one day...

My natural tendency is to walk forward from the mob and kiss you on the cheek (I said I’d kiss you on the cheek).These pieces of silver preclude my own destruction and eventually, I’ll see a tree with a rope suspended.Darkness haunts me, with a sense of looming sadness.Pride enslaves me turning anger to madnessThe illness has broken me and I’m reaching out from this churning deluge.I need some safety...a place of refuge.Your natural tendency is to stand up against the mob, and turn the other cheek.(You refused to condemn me)You surrendered Your rightful place, and reached down into this hell...You unshackled me, and pulled me free...and paid for my ransom in full.Light surrounds You, radiating forgivenessLove flows from You, transforming my hopelessness.Your kindness has broken me and I’m waiting for Your touch of healingYou give me oxygen...reveal realityI gave myself to everything but You....All the things that everyone said would lead to You.Now I’m laying here and I’m bleedingNothing to give, nothing to hinder me..I’m just breathing You in...And I will wait on you as I stare into Your eyes.

to bad that all the girls i meet suck at life don't make feel like that. thats why i'll still live in my reverie


http://www.fileden.com/files/2008/8/14/2049852/06-four_letter_lie-think_of_your_favorite_place.mp3

-alexis for now.