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So i have this life i live
when i give and give
ill never ask for anything in return
but at a time when i need it
ill need you there
not a toy with eyes popping out with each squeeze
i need a person to confront me
discuss with me
hug me
hold me
and take me home when im unsteady
theres someone special im wanting
but to want is not to need
and to need is so much more
the need is inside me
to be with you
and have you all for myself
i need a time to be selfish.
soon ill have nothing else to give
and maybe at this point
ill be losing grip with all that loved me
its not my fault
it never was supposed to end in such a manner
why do u take and take
and feed and fill up your tank
but leave everyone in your way dry
my bones are weak and begining to break
this toy does me no good.