i think im supposed to be here.

and if i say it now
then it should feel as if i never said it before
its the way we never planned this out
the way my heart begins to burst everytime your near
and without you of course i can be fine on my own
but its the thought process you put me through
its one of the hardest things to admit
but the easiest to say
i have this emotion inside thats tellin me
"what if i go wrong?"
"what if the moment is all but a tumble weed?"
ill sit here
ill wait here
it could take an hour
or maybe a few
well give it a day or more
this is my heart on the line
i want everyone to see
no matter how many times
we'll fight and be stupid
no matter what it takes
whether its nothing or
a whole lot of trust
it doesnt matter what we do
but i end up here
i end up daydreaming and questioning
and trying to steer my mind in its right place
i picture this scene
where you and i have great fun
and end off in great ways
i have this hope in me
that if my time should arrive
ill be with open arms
i have this doubt
that turns me off
makes me aware that this is but a dream
but an idea
im not here for fake personas
im not here to fall apart
im just here to put in some heart
and only wait for answers to guide me.