this is not about the young and rich

its ridiculous what our lives have turn into
a chaotic mix of lies and confusion
and yet everyday we fall right back in.
we cant help it .
the magnetic technology is damaging our minds
making us unable to think but to just do.
when can we be capable to just say no
and get up to walk away?
when you stop playing with our hearts and let us think for ourselves
we are not robots yet me move in uniform
there's a war on love in this town
and there's only one thing to do
__________

If I Only Had The Guts

i could tell you everything i feel,
everything I've wanted to spill for so long but i don't know if i should.
ill tell you how much i don't approve
only to make my case seem better.
ill tell you
why i think i should be given the chance.
ill tell you an overload of words,
half which you wont exactly hear.
ill tell you i want to hold you.
i want to be held.
and then you'll laugh and turn your head.
I WANT YOU TO KNOW
within the jealousy there is hope,
not to ruin but to rejoice.
i want something out of this that i know wont come for me
but i make those wishes at 11:11 for a reason.
so maybe today wont be my day
but eventually
you'll know every word i wanted to scream
by heart.

-to a special someone who will never know-