Shes So Called Fire

and all they can say is let it be
let it burn
all they ever mean
are lies within the sheets
don't you feel it within your finger tips
and she cries all alone in the night hoping for a kinda place that she can call home
shes looking for some sanity
everyone is leaving her in this aching town that we know
but shes never leaving
shes crying out hoping for an answer
shes praying now praying now shes on her hands and knees begging please
will someone get me away out
will someone let me out
its all shes asking for
and she will cry her red bleeding eyes out and her heart will pace oh the fastest
but where does she end up in the end
never ask for too much because you'll get too little
when u give your all.
u let the fire burn until u cant take enough
and its what they'll call love.

Oh Germany, we're going into the Channel

Confidence is lost and your face scatters in my mind
im trying to focus on the other things in life but im sorry to say its not so easy
YOU! its all im getting at
YOU! its all i see all i enjoy
but dont worry you're not the first that has given me this feeling
you wont be the last either.
all i can say is that it felt different better than the rest
You! gave me this odd confidence this odd passion in my stomach to say the least
im not wanting to hold back im moving at a full speed
but there is a glass blocking my entrance into someone and something new
and im not going to lie but i want to scream like in a horror film
i am the suspension behind the curtain
your the answer i will never figure
this ambiguous annoyance!
confusion only makes life ridiculous
it only kills the minds of the unwanted.
if you wanted to get rid of me you should've.

"JUST...SAY...NO!"

-the real monster lies beneath the skin-

the heiress so proudly we hail, no man of her own

i need to keep my distance but its hard when i constantly think of you. maybe I'm a fool I'm being fooled by letting this happen oh i know that much its exploding in my face or at least it will soon enough. my brain cant even function without the thought of you and i cringe up like a puppy about to be hit for the first time with a glance of your face.
your looking at me huh? am i a prize for you or do i mean a little extra?
you enjoy the rump in the rut but I'm more than sure I'm not ready for that time to arrive.
don't take me for granted if i like you because i wont do those things you expect I'm different I'm better than that you need to realize or let me go its only a matter of time.

-I've just committed myself to a life of infatuation-

i know nothing and admitt it.

it may seem like a fact
the way this friendship is more than platonic
how exactly can i hold you?
how can i tell you everything will be alright?
at what point will you grab me in your arms and tell me you know?
i may not know when or how to help
but i try
and though i become that nuisance in your ear
and im crawling up your spine
you love it
you live with it
and you want it to continue.
if i werent here
would help answer when you call?
would your dirty laundry be cleaned?
would your heart burst into tears and flood this nation with God's holy name?
you are left unspoken
your sentence is blank and looking for a sign
where do we go when time calls out our name?
when can our psyche represent all we live for?
when i open my eyes and reach to the sky
your hands cover over mine.

i think im supposed to be here.

and if i say it now
then it should feel as if i never said it before
its the way we never planned this out
the way my heart begins to burst everytime your near
and without you of course i can be fine on my own
but its the thought process you put me through
its one of the hardest things to admit
but the easiest to say
i have this emotion inside thats tellin me
"what if i go wrong?"
"what if the moment is all but a tumble weed?"
ill sit here
ill wait here
it could take an hour
or maybe a few
well give it a day or more
this is my heart on the line
i want everyone to see
no matter how many times
we'll fight and be stupid
no matter what it takes
whether its nothing or
a whole lot of trust
it doesnt matter what we do
but i end up here
i end up daydreaming and questioning
and trying to steer my mind in its right place
i picture this scene
where you and i have great fun
and end off in great ways
i have this hope in me
that if my time should arrive
ill be with open arms
i have this doubt
that turns me off
makes me aware that this is but a dream
but an idea
im not here for fake personas
im not here to fall apart
im just here to put in some heart
and only wait for answers to guide me.