I'm sorry that we held hands.

ive jumped more than one mountain
in my mind
ive leaped the widest river
just to pass some time
ive never really
meant what i said
and this my apology
to those that you read.

la la la la
what do you say?
la la la la
are we okay now
cuz i dont want to be stuck
with the thought of no luck
and no you you you by my side
no you you you by my side

ive dreamt of anything possible
rainbows and unicorns in space
ive lived a less life than i could
but i know i did something good
along the way

dont you agree
youve been with me
were like peanut butter and jelly

la la la la
what do you say
lalalala
are we okay now
cuz i dont want to be stuck
with the thought of no luck
and no you you you by my side

times get hard
ive seen it before
but we carry on
we tend to ignore those bad signs

la la la
what do you say?
lala lala
are we okay now?
cuz i dont want to be stuck
with the thought of no luck
and no you you you by my side!!
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no you you you by my side
cuz i need you
by my side

know how i said i need an asian lady to walk on my back?
i meant it!
this ache will not leave its such a nuisance.

and now im cleaning what i call my room its such a trash right now
i feel like changing everything but itll take too long


another day of staying up until 830!? i dont think so i have work tomorrow. :[

here we go new year

started at 458

i cant sleep my eyes are wide open my hands smell like dishwashing liquid
im freezing but my feet are warm the temperature says 73 but we all know its not true
i cant help but be loud because this keyboard tends to be obnoxious so im sorry mom and dad when u wake up and im still clacking away
atleast my voice is shut.
for once all these action figures are starting to creep me out
im waiting for a head to turn in my direction but lets hope that doesnt happen
i kinda feel like taking a hot bath right now and its not a lie ill atleast be warm until i get out but then ill be more awake then i am now and im sure later ill have a major crash.
i need to be up early today. hello 2pm
i dont even sleep in my room anymore the couch is really comfy and i used to sleep there all the time. plus theres tv. some noise to keep me going.
theres no music on anymore i just realized that and now im oddly rocking back and forth.
i need to go to a chiropractor or maybe just get an asian lady to step on my back. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

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i think ill just go to the couch and see what happens but if my mom is waking up soon i shouldnt cuz itll be a waste.
i need to get warm.
lets see if i sleep


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