Taking some time

1)I want to just run into his arms and tell him i love him
if only i could tell him that just being around him makes me happy
i can just sit here with him and watch the world fall apart in tears and tragedy but ill be smiling. If his eyes were to open a touch more i think he'd say the same to me. but i guess by then i should have my options opened.

2)i want to tell him, this time i wont write a letter. let him know that my life has changed completely because of him and everything around me reminds me of him in some odd way. that i kinda wonder what it would've been like to talk and laugh and enjoy his company. it's taking some time to move on...

3)I want him to notice me and i have a feeling that he does even more than i expected but maybe its because i get too nervous and i tend to look in another direction i dont realize. ha and reading that sentence fast is exactly how i feel when I'm near him. i never want him to realize that once in awhile ill stick my head in his direction hoping hell smile back. and which so much in common a girl can only imagine but know it will get her no where. too pulled apart even though eventually we'll snap back into form.


this was my quick moment to vent when the only noise i hear right now is the computer fan and the only light is the from the screen. sometimes i wish my best friend was here sometimes i just tell myself to go to bed.