because i need to sign up for scholarships

Beyond the family and friends, the "thing" I enjoy most is music. It's transformed me into this girl that I enjoy knowing and I've learned to not be so shy in words but let the music speak its mind. My family at whole listens to every single genre out there at least once. Most people say they enjoy a single or a few genres but for me I love them all. Music is never an exaggeration; it covers me in warmth and makes me feel at home though I may be miles and miles away. Without music I don’t know how I would've lived, how could I accept life without music? It describes a daily worker, a newborn child and an almost forgotten elder all at once. Just having a tune ringing in my ear or being able to listen closely to the sidewalk noise, well that is what I love. Going to a familiar concert helps me get closer with all that covers me and my heart can't help but following this beat. The best part, meeting people just like myself that also want to tune in and “rock out”. I’ve met too many people to name but not enough to forget and being able to share a room, standing or sitting but just living with the music…now that’s true greatness.

11:20 pm

Times don’t seem to be getting any better
I don’t blame it
No I don’t blame it

With all this chaos how do u expect not to make sense
Oh it never made sense

But if ask me to
I will promise you the world in a better condition

You can believe all I say
Or you can just walk away
Its you to choose
Oh its you to choose

If you ask me
I will crumble I will crumble into pieces
Youll never even know it was me
And if you ask me
If you ask me
I will leave
If you really want me to leave

Now times they haven’t been that good
And the clock just keeps ticking away
But I say if we stick together I know we can find away
To make more sense of all this misery
If your with me
If your with me

If you ask me to I will
Give the world to you
In better conditions
You can leave me oh you can walk away from every word I ever say if you choose to

But know at times it gets hard it gets hard on everyone
You just have to find away to keep moving on
Its all about staying strong
And staying together now

Btu believe me
You wont need me
I don’t need to push you in anymore
Life ahead of you is knocking at ur door
I don’t have to tell u to answer it
Youll just know youll just know
If you ask me to
Ill bring the world to you
Ill bring it to you in better condition
And if you needed to
Baby I will walk away from you
If that was your only choice
That was your only choice
I will
I will
Cuz I know
The world isn’t in the greatest condition.

(a song written jan5th)